Thursday, April 17, 2025

Days of Light

 Days of Light by Megan Hunter
Published by Pan Macmillan/Picador
ISBN 9781529010183

This beautifully written book begins on Easter Sunday in 1938. Ivy is 19 and unsure what comes next in her life. She lives in the family home, Cressingdon, with her mother and her mother's partner, who has other relationships as well. Her father left a long time ago, living with various other women, but is still involved in family life, as is longtime family friend, Bear. There's excitement on this day because Joseph, Ivy's older brother is home from Oxford for the holiday and everyone is looking forward to meeting his girlfriend, Frances, for the first time. On this Easter morning, no one knows that before the day ends, tragedy will strike, changing everyone's lives in profound ways. The book continues from there, telling Ivy's story through the decades, with each chapter a day in her life.

Ivy is clearly a seeker of something, although even she isn't sure what she's looking for other than a place to belong. She is surrounded by artists of one kind or another, but she herself doesn't seem to have any spectacular ability or interest in any artistic pursuits. Her education has been quite poor. She thinks about God and has fond, comforting memories of going to church with her grandmother. She feels most at home outside and indeed, it is outdoors on the family estate where she first 'sees the light' which will be with her for the rest of her life. As we follow Ivy on particular days in the decades to come, seeing the light, whether metaphorically or in reality is a recurring theme(thus the title of the book).

This is a wonderful book. The writing is exquisite. The structure works well as we see Ivy growing into a more secure sense of who she is. We also see the society around her changing. It's a coming of age story of a sort because even though Ivy is 19 when the book opens, she is very naive and acts much younger. This book was my introduction to this author's work and I enjoyed it so much that I'm now reading her previous books. If you enjoy character-driven narratives, books about women's lives, the search for self and a place to belong, and/or historical fiction, I can enthusiastically recommend this book.

Thanks to NetGalley, the publisher, and the author for a DRC.


Tuesday, April 15, 2025

A Little Extra Bookish Excitement

 It's Tuesday--our usual day to head off to Donegal town. The library is only open Tuesdays and Thursdays. We try to get to Aldi to pick up some groceries while we're in town. We have about an hour on the ground to get done what we can and the library and Aldi are in opposite directions. Thursdays are usually more crowded because it's the first day of the new special buys, so we prefer Tuesdays. This is especially the case this week when the kids are out of school for Easter break and the upcoming weekend is a holiday weekend. Thursday should be crazy. We weren't sure if we were going to go until this morning. Everything depended on whether or not I had library books in. Bill had one in transit that was possible. I had three that I was expecting--more are on the way but I didn't expect them this week. You never know about the timing, though. I checked this morning and the three I was hoping for were there, so off we went. Bill's book was in, too. This is his, but it looks good, so I think I'll read it, too.
translated by Agnes Broome

I was extra excited about my books this week. I've been eagerly awaiting their arrival for weeks and in one case, months. I could have read this one from Project Gutenberg, but it's over 900 pages and I don't really care to read longer books on a screen. I've read Burney's first two novels and am looking forward to getting stuck into this one.

Next up is some women's literary history. I learned of this book when I read a soon-to-be published mystery novel with a bookish theme that the author has written. I enjoyed it very much so I placed a request for this one.

And finally, the one I've been breathlessly watching as my number in the queue kept decreasing:

It's a beautiful book with lots of photos and much text. My expectations are high for this book. I'm thrilled to be able to spend lots of quality time with it.

Here's hoping you have some excellent books on your pile of possibilities, too!


Saturday, April 12, 2025

Collaborations

 The other day as I was headed to the library, I stopped on the bridge for a few minutes to enjoy the scenery. I was particularly drawn to the swirly patterns in the flowing water. Afterwards I was thinking about how I'd use a photo I took (of the water) in a collage--either paper or fabric. This brought back memories of a time a couple decades ago when Bill and I used to collaborate on art projects, which we displayed and sold in art galleries and other places in one of the towns we used to live in. We'd print Bill's photos onto fabric and I'd create collage-like wall hangings using hand stitching with fabric, yarn, and or thread.  I still have a few pictures of some of them.






Unfortunately, this is not a great photo as the details aren't sharp, but it gives an idea of the overall piece

We also used to make photo collages for people with their family photos. Bill would scan their photos and create a collage that we would then print out onto the fabric and I'd create the wall hanging. People really liked those back in the day when digital photography was just starting to be a thing and not everyone was carrying phones with cameras. 

I should find out if there's a place online for me to get photos printed on fabric--or a place to get just the fabric because there's a place in town where I might be able to get the printing done. I know there are other ways to do photo transfer on fabric as well, so I'll have to investigate. I'd like to do some fabric/photo collage again, although I suspect it'd be in a completely different style than these were. Now that I'm thinking of it, I remember a few I did with felt that I made. Felt would work with regular photos printed on photo paper, possibly backed by card stock or watercolor paper. I can get photos printed here and I have lots of wool roving scraps for needle felting. Hmmm. I'll let this percolate. 

Friday, April 11, 2025

Rewards

 Bill had an appointment at the dentist yesterday morning for a 6-month check-up. This required us to get up early so we could catch the bus. I am not a morning person. As usual, when I know I have to get up at ridiculous o'clock, I didn't sleep well, so when, after less than three hours of slumber, I awoke with a start and saw that it was 6:20--20 minutes later than we'd planned to get up--I didn't have time to mumble, groan, and talk myself into getting up and facing the agitatingly bright, sunny, unseasonably warm day. I just shot out of bed and stumbled around getting ready to go. Once I was out of bed, I kept reminding myself that I would be rewarded for this unpleasant start, because while Bill headed off to the dentist in one direction, I'd be going the opposite way. Destination library for me. As I was walking over the bridge, I stopped for a few minutes to enjoy looking at the view. The patterns in the flowing water, the lines of the trees that are partially in leaf, the beautiful breeze, and the birds hanging out there were all very pleasant indeed. There were mostly seagulls, but there was also this lovely heron.

I just watched for a few minutes and then decided to try to take a picture. I dug out my phone and struggled to see the screen, so in the end I just tapped a few times and hoped for the best.

Then I continued on to the library where I picked up my books--an activity that always puts me in a good mood, no matter what. 

When I read the description of this book, about how the author was inspired to write it after reading an article stating that women are drains on society because they take too much time engaging in unpaid caring labor, my first thought was about the sheer stupidity of such an argument. I wonder how the idiot thinks society would function without this labor? Then I thought I might as well see what the author has to say. I'm not sure how new her arguments are, but I'm curious to find out. The book is translated by Sherilyn Nicolette Hellberg. This information doesn't appear on the cover, but it should.



The other two books I picked up are novels. The first one is a novel in short stories. I'm not sure where I found out about this book. I saw the other day that it's been shortlisted for the International Booker Prize. 

And finally, a book which, when I read the description, brought to mind the Simone de Beauvoir quote that fits me like a glove--'I was meant for another planet altogether. I mistook the way.' This book seems like it'll be slightly weird, but hopefully in a thoughtful and enjoyable way. I like misfit/culture shock stories about people trying to figure out what the hell is going on. This may be because I am a misfit who is always busy figuring out what on earth people think they're doing. 😁😂 To circle back to the first book, it seems blindingly obvious that our economic system is unsustainable and harmful to many. But people go on as if it's just the way it is. When I used to ask uncomfortable questions as a child, that was the (unsatisfactory and incorrect) answer I always got. That's just the way it is. So I'm particularly looking forward to this book. I will probably read this one first. The oddities of Earthlings, indeed.



And so I collected my rewards for leaping out of bed hours before I wanted to do so. Bill's check-up resulted in no problems. This is supposed to be the last day of this crappy weather and we get back to more seasonable temperatures and cloud cover starting this weekend. I'm looking forward to it! I'll let you know my bookish thoughts. Hope you have an abundance of good reading material within easy reach and happy weekend.

Friday, April 4, 2025

Bookish Thoughts

 Last week, I posted about my library haul. I said I'd let you know what I thought of these books, so here I am to do that.

I returned two of the books unread. One wasn't what I thought it'd be, so I DNFed it. The other still seemed like a good book, but I was no longer in the mood to read it. This isn't a one-off for me. I am so grateful to have access to all the libraries in the country. But I'm very much a mood reader and it's often the case that I request a book because it seems really interesting or like something I want to read, but by the time I get it, I've moved on and have turned my attention elsewhere. This is most often the case with non-fiction. It's not the kind of thing that happens with the majority of the books I request, but it does happen sometimes. So it was this time. 

I did read the other three I'd picked up and here are some brief thoughts.
Territory of Light by Yuko Tsushima is a small novel, considered a classic in Japan, that was serialized there in 1978-79. It's a short novel about a woman who finds herself a single mother when her marriage breaks up. The novel follows her through the first year of this part of her life. It's a realistic, sometimes painful description of the struggles she experienced as the mother of a daughter who is, like her, strong-willed. There are times she questions herself and times she is ashamed of her behavior. This isn't a saccharine sweet novel about the joys of motherhood, but more about the sometimes brutal reality of the role. I've read that it's a very autobiographical novel. I liked this book. I didn't love it, but I found the cultural aspects of her motherhood interesting, both because I'm a mother myself and because I did research on the ideology of motherhood in grad school. 

This is a new book and quite timely. In it, Rees draws on his decades of historical research into the Nazi era and delves into the psychology of the people who were part of the regime and those who supported them or who simply went along. He examined the literature and interviewed psychologists for this work. I found this book well worth reading, although I would have liked a bit more psychological insight. To be fair, he's a historian not a psychologist. It's a timely book, of course and throughout there are so many similarities to things that are happening today. Rees concludes the book with a list of 12 warnings for people today--things to watch out for in today's world. It's important to remember that while specifics will be different according to culture--no fascist movement can be successful unless it builds on whatever culture it's part of--there are overarching themes that are evident cross-culturally. I'm very glad I read this book.

Finally, the book I loved the most from that haul was this one:
Love, love, love! The author is a rare book dealer and Jane Austen fan. One day, she was picking up a collection when she discovered a book by Frances Burney. She'd never heard of Burney, even though she is mentioned in Northanger Abbey as well as Austen's letters. Romney realized she'd taken for granted the misogynist opinions about what constitutes 'the canon' and the idea that Austen was the first great woman novelist. A small bit of investigation showed Romney that Austen read, loved, and found inspirational the work of many women. She felt a bit sheepish that, as a rare book specialist, she knew nothing about these women, so she embarked on a project to learn more about them and to add to her book collection. She organizes the book around several of these authors--Frances Burney, Ann Radcliffe, Charlotte Lennox, Hannah More, Charlotte Smith, Elizabeth Inchbald, Hester Piozzi, and Maria Edgeworth. She looked for books, she read works by and about these women, she got angry at the dismissal of their work, and she recognized the ways in which they drew on and were constrained by their life situations and the societies in which they lived. She didn't love them all--neither did Austen, apparently. As for me, I've read short stories and/or excerpts of longer work by Edgeworth and Inchbald and read a novel by Radcliffe (via Serial Reader) as well as two of Burney's novels, which I loved, especially Cecilia. Needless to say, I've placed some requests at the library and sent myself some links to download books from Project Gutenberg so I can read more work by these women. I also went through the bibliography--as you do--and put a hold on another work of feminist literary history and one that's an early gothic reader. I'm quite interested in both and I suspect that interest will remain for the time it takes the books to get to me. Another fun aspect of this book was her description of the rare book dealer world. She weaves together this, the discussions of the authors, their lives, and their work, and the ways Austen was inspired by them extremely well. This was a very fun book to read.

I had nothing in this week, but I'm hopeful for next week. I currently have 5 things in transit and more could be coming soon. I hope you have plenty of great reading material to enjoy!



Thursday, April 3, 2025

All There and Ever-Changing

 
“The flower, when it wilts, becomes the compost. The compost can help grow a flower again. Happiness is also organic and impermanent by nature. It can become suffering and suffering can become happiness again.

If you look deeply into a flower, you see that a flower is made only of nonflower elements. In that flower there is a cloud. Of course we know a cloud isn’t a flower, but without a cloud, a flower can’t be. If there’s no cloud, there’s no rain, and no flower can grow. You don’t have to be a dreamer to see a cloud floating in a flower. It’s really there. Sunlight is also there. Sunlight isn’t flower, but without sunlight no flower is possible.

If we continue to look deeply into the flower, we see many other things, like the earth and the minerals. Without them a flower cannot be. So it’s a fact that a flower is made only of nonflower elements. A flower can’t be by herself alone. A flower can only inter-be with everything else. You can’t remove the sunlight, the soil, or the cloud from the flower.”
― Thich Nhat Hanh, No Mud, No Lotus: The Art of Transforming Suffering

Wednesday, April 2, 2025

Be More Dandelion

 
Several months ago, a friend--a retired florist--asked me what kind of flower I would be. I replied that I've always thought of myself as a dandelion. She was taken aback--not the answer she was expecting. But dandelions really are my favorite flower. They're tough. Knock them down and they keep coming back. When they pop up in the middle of a manicured lawn or flower bed, they remind us that we can try to sculpt everything into the form we want, but nature will have her say in the end. They're unruly and don't conform to human constructs and expectations. For those that appreciate dandelions, they can have a lot of benefits. For those that don't, they're just annoying. I've always felt connected to dandelions. And as I get older, I'm even more dandelion than ever.
a friend sent me this card over 20 years ago--been carrying it around ever since